tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41945499022469306342024-03-12T20:18:20.580-06:00El Saltrevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.comBlogger58125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-77170234179907034192009-03-28T08:14:00.002-06:002009-03-28T08:21:16.170-06:00proximamente<span style="font-style: italic;">proximamente </span>means 'coming soon'.. because a very large update will be coming in the next couple days.. the last two weeks have been the craziest weeks yet of my eight months here.. i have so much to tell you and no time at the moment to start.. but i promise it will be soon! thanks for all you guys who read regularly!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-30111117312631001222009-03-17T11:47:00.009-06:002009-03-28T08:21:42.794-06:00trip to the zoohey everyone, sorry its been a while since ive posted.. ive had a lot on my mind and havent really felt like writing.. also, we havent really done much.. but anyways, we went to the zoo on friday just to get out of the house and do something fun as a team, and it ended up being really sweet.. i love animals, and i got some decent pictures of some of them so yeah.. enjoy!<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxkXrnLD2X7wx4t9pB7i2-p3uj7gFifSkM63UdSVfe0QS2gURYDvzZsA-zE-BgL6TUri3BVQi_2iPLiieX22-GHwawKS2D95U6dwcjGRqdypq3qo-AzswSpPDGhdsrZl7KbEv0su5QAsvA/s1600-h/IMG_1277.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYOpugAA5Mk8oX6Gjr4CtL7hXCROCWRsqRMpZ7gvnUCi-ucHLvvJKG7FQWVaaUin_dgz9UWKDfT9NCG46w3VouoBQW5mP_N9zKXE69TMnHc_9utPQEyK7pqVq8Jldb8f6xtcEx9QKK4Jld/s400/IMG_1313.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314215938988527458" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUMmGcMomuILZC0O46KZCYgMge40DSIqBtDo6P-34h0fZ4m6s1vg9FqI2j6qnA2CVzqVgRLAL443-BJEyfT_shb5-_ZVsaGYqyr0yZTmVznZMDybDNwH4_rO9xfciTZ214dj63OjPMkuwQ/s1600-h/IMG_1383.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUMmGcMomuILZC0O46KZCYgMge40DSIqBtDo6P-34h0fZ4m6s1vg9FqI2j6qnA2CVzqVgRLAL443-BJEyfT_shb5-_ZVsaGYqyr0yZTmVznZMDybDNwH4_rO9xfciTZ214dj63OjPMkuwQ/s400/IMG_1383.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314216494295451666" border="0" /></a><br /><br />if you click on the pictures and look at them full size, some of them are really incredible.. and as always, there are a lot more pictures at the <a href="http://gallery.me.com/trevor.miller">gallery</a>..<br /></div><br /></div>trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-29979730810168656332009-03-09T00:46:00.002-06:002009-03-09T01:11:39.270-06:00even trev has a bad day..its late.. i should probably be in bed.. but i just have this nagging.. something.. that wont let me..<br /><br />i just listened to a podcast from francis chan called, 'even francis has a bad day,' hence the title of this post.. he was just talking about feeling like he was under strong spiritual attack.. he explained that he had been planning on having the sermon that morning be about rejoicing, and praising God.. but when he got to church, he was feeling like anything but rejoicing.. and he talked about just not being able to fake it up in front of all these people..<br /><br />i really identified with that.. i dont know what it is in me, but i think im realizing something about myself.. i noticed it last night when my mom and sister were skyping with me, and asked me how i was doing.. i said, oh im fine.. and i realized that i really was not fine.. i realized that i usually respond to questions like that with, im great! or im fine.. and thats pretty much it.. part of it is honestly because i just dont get bummed out too often.. but when i am, i still tend to just say, oh im fine..<br /><br />i feel like most of what i say on this blog is just awesome stories of how everything is great, and sweet things im learning.. stuff that gets you pumped and makes you wanna listen to 'eye of the tiger' and go save the world.. and i think its so awesome that the Lord has been teaching me so much, and giving me an incredible, crazy vision for what He wants to do in this country.. but at the same time, im not always at that place of just loving life.. i have been hesitating to post anything for the last week, because i honestly just felt like i didnt have anything to say that would be of any value or encouragement, nothing i was feeling that would get people pumped up.. i couldnt bring myself to write about how awesome life is right now because actually, life is really hard right now.. and i think i needed to just say that.. not for anyone to console me, but i think i just needed to be honest in saying that life is hard right now, i feel like im under attack, and please continue to pray for me.. i know so many of you do pray faithfully, and i cant thank you enough with any amount of words..<br /><br />i have a sense of peace about all this.. im not crying myself to sleep, by any means.. i think im just getting to a point in my stint year where i will really need to lean fully on the Lords strength to push through.. i have been getting weary of being apart from ali.. it has been so hard to feel connected to the woman i love with so many miles between us and such sporadic communication.. i just really miss her..<br /><br />well, im rambling at this point, and my eyes are starting to quit on me.. i better call it.. i hope this didnt come off as depressing! i still love Jesus and He loves me too.. its just been really, really hard this last week.. but thats ok! God is still good, and i am still privileged enough to be here in el salvador, sharing what He has done to change my life.. i knew when i signed up that it would be a great honor, but that it would also be really hard and growing and stretching.. turns out i was right..<br /><br />thanks for all your prayers, friends..trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-20344297799215025922009-03-01T23:05:00.002-06:002009-03-01T23:47:34.686-06:00real men | Gods Wordone of our favorite things to do here on stint is listen to sermons.. its something that i think makes life feel very normal, or at least more normal.. and our choice every sunday is really between attending a spanish speaking church here in town, or listen to a podcast of a pastor from the states.. call it a cop out if you wish, ill own it.. i just know that for me, church is a place where i go expecting to be fed and refreshed, and charged up to go back out into the world for the rest of the week.. at this stage in the game, a two hour sermon in spanish is a total drain; we tried it when we first got here for several weeks, and it was just really tough.. so now.. podcast sermons!<br /><br />also popular on our team is one particular pastor that some of you may recognize.. his name is francis chan, and he is a pastor at cornerstone community in simi valley.. i heard francis speak a few times during high school, when he would come speak at grace baptist, and i was always just amazed at how <span style="font-style: italic;">real</span> this guy was.. he spoke with passion and authority, but without a hint of pride or self glorification.. he speaks with this kind of conviction and passion because he is a man who humbly recognizes that he is broken, and is willing to live his life in front of the world, fully exposed, so that God might be glorified through him.. he reminds me so much of paul from the Scriptures..<br /><br />ive been listening to a short five part series he did a while back called, the end of the world.. i honestly started listening to it because i just wanted to hear about the prophecies and the end times and that sort of thing, but its totally not how it has played out.. he has been focusing on 2 timothy 3, which starts with the verse, 'but understand this, that in the last days there will come times of difficulty..' the series has not been centered on the prophecies and the wild things the Bible says will happen.. besides, when paul says 'the last days,' it includes everything from Jesus' death on the cross until Jesus returns.. no, the core of the study is the question of whether or not we are prepared, whether we are living our lives to stake a stand for Christ in the face of all the evil the world throws at us every day..<br /><br />todays sermon, part four in the series, was about two things: leaving a rich heritage, and living by Scripture.. from 2 tim. 3.13-14 says that people will continue to go from bad to worse as history draws to a close.. paul, the author, encourages timothy, the recipient, to continue in the things he had learned, always keeping in his mind who had taught him.. francis explained that no matter what is going on around us, we have been laid with the charge to raise men and women of God who are committed to His Kingdom at all costs.. i want to be able to look my kids in the eye one day and confidently tell them, 'i have lived my life before you.. you have seen that i would do anything for Jesus.. now go do the same..' i want to be one of those solid, unwavering, absolutely <span style="font-style: italic;">real</span> men who people can point to and say, i watched his life, and he is the real thing..<br /><br />the second part was really just a total encouragement to me.. he just talked about the power of the Bible, that it is completely sufficient for salvation.. it was humbling to be reminded of the fact that there are no words that i could ever say that would be powerful enough to save someones soul.. the Word of God is even more powerful than any physical miracle that God could perform.. the Bible is simply more convincing.. its an incredible and bewildering and startling truth, but it is true nonetheless.. there is just so much power in the Word of God.. its comforting to know that as i am down here, surrounded by people who speak another language, often stumbling over words and feeling insecure or uncertain about what to say.. i know what to say.. i speak Gods Word, nothing more or less.. and i trust that God will do the work in the persons heart.. 'the Word of God is profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness...' its funny, it doesnt mention anything in the Bible about the Word of Trevor, and how powerful it is.. its nice to know i dont have to rely on myself for people to meet Christ..trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-45334901476122155572009-02-25T21:59:00.003-06:002009-02-26T00:42:14.388-06:00nehemiah part onewe have been reading out of nehemiah for team Bible study, and we have been learning some really cool things about ministry, that are really applicable to what we have been doing here in el salvador.. God has been so faithful to show us a lot of truth and wisdom from nehemiah and his experience, so i thought i would share some with you..<br /><br />just a little bit of a summary for anyone whos not too familiar with the story: nehemiah is a jewish exile in persia, and the cupbearer to the persian king artaxerxes, when a messenger from israel comes and informs nehemiah that the walls of jerusalem were broken down and the gates destroyed.. he is heartbroken for the state of his people and their city, and asks the king for permission to go help rebuild the wall.. the king allows him to, so nehemiah returns to jerusalem and leads his people in the effort to restore honor to the God and His people.. so here are some sweet things weve seen:<br /><br />- nehemiahs ministry is borne out of need; he sees a need, and it is through that need that he feels the Lord call him.. most of our team felt the Lord call us here to el salvador because we were confronted with a great need.. and when the greatest cause in the world meets a great need.. its something to really consider..<br /><br />- nehemiah was so heartbroken for his people, for the injustices being done to them at the hands of their enemies, for their helplessness and hopelessness.. it was just really challenging to me to really think through how broken i am for those who dont know Christ, and for people who suffer every day..<br /><br />- nehemiah was the cupbearer to the king.. this pretty much meant that he stood by the kings side, testing all his food and drink to make sure it was not poisoned! in some ways this really resonates with a team like ours pioneering a new ministry.. first of all, we get the very first taste.. every morsel of exotic, gourmet food that the king ever ate.. was first tried by nehemiah.. he got the first sweet taste of some of the best food in the world.. but he never, ever got the full portion of that meal.. and, he also risked his life with every bite and every sip he ever took; if it was poisoned, he would die.. yet he willingly took those bites and sips.. as a pioneering team, we get to have the sweet first tastes of what will be a thriving ministry, but we wont experience the full portion.. and we also get to be risky, try new things, fail, and pass that on to the future teams!<br /><br />- today we talked about nehemiah 3, which is basically just a huge list of names.. brenna led our time, and she drew a map of the wall on a whiteboard, and as we read through we found all the places that are called out in the chapter that people worked on.. the content was really mostly just names, but we pulled out some really cool thruths..<br /><br />1. often times its nehemiah who is credited with the rebuilding of the walls, but the fact that so many names are listed just shows Gods character in wanting to honor all the families who built right along side nehemiah..<br /><br />2. most of the men and families who helped in the efforts worked on the section of the wall closest to their home.. this is really sweet, because they really took on what was in their own backyard, the thing closest to their hearts.. we all have unique roles on our team, and we all get to tackle things that the Lord has laid on each of our hearts.. and we are continuing to see clearer and clearer just how uited each persons role is for how the Lord has uniquely created them to be..<br /><br />3. one really sweet thing we saw was that such and such a person rebuilt the gate and 'set its bolts and its bars...' this occurred over and over.. i think what this said to me was that these people often couldnt offer much; they couldnt build the whole wall by themselves, or maybe couldnt really build a wall at all.. but they did what they knew, they focused on one thing, and they absolutely poured their hearts into it..<br /><br />4. they were unified, but dispersed.. they were all of one mind, but worked contentedly and faithfully on different parts of the wall.. they couldnt all work on the same part of the wall; that would be absurd.. but they spread out and worked until the wall came together, all with one unified purpose..<br /><br />we are building a wall of sorts here in el salvador.. our 'wall' is a foundation for a movement that will last for years, decades, who knows.. pray with us: that we will be united; that we will be willing to take risks, for the sake of the movement; that we would be faithful to pursue what is closest to our heart, and do it to the best of our ability; that others back home would see the need and answer the Great Call to come here and be a part of God moving in this country!<br /><br />more in nehemiah later..trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-48655627383632274022009-02-21T19:30:00.010-06:002009-02-22T01:01:45.390-06:00know your enemyso i wrote a couple days ago about my study in genesis 3, and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Satans</span> temptation of eve, and the fall of mankind.. and i wrote a little bit about how Satan is cruel and ruthless and what not, and cares only for the destruction of our souls, or something like that.. and it reminded me of the way cs <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">lewis</span> presents <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">satan</span> in one of my all time favorite books, <span style="font-style: italic;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Perelandra</span></span>..<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Perelandra</span></span> is the second book in a science fiction trilogy that follows a man named <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">dr</span> ransom as he travels to distant planets in our solar systems.. ransom is brought to the planet <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">called</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">perelandra</span> supernaturally, with little explanation as to why he was summoned there.. because i encourage every single person who reads this to read <span style="font-style: italic;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Perelandra</span></span> i will keep details to a minimum, but we find out from reading on that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">venus</span> (as was speculated to be during the time the novel was written) is a vast ocean.. cs <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">lewis</span> creates this world filled with floating islands that collide and separate again, always changing the landscape.. ransom discovers a woman, and through speaking with her discovers that she has become separated from her husband, and is searching for him, and that they are the only native inhabitants.. ransom also discovers through the woman that there is only one island on the planet, 'the fixed land,' that the woman is permitted by God to be on, but not permitted to live on, or sleep on.. the woman takes him to the fixed land, and while there ransom discovers that a spaceship carrying a physicist from earth had landed on <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">perelandra</span>.. the woman leaves and ransom and this man, named <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">weston</span>, begin having a philosophical conversation.. to make a long story short, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">weston</span> says that God and Satan are really the same 'Life-Force,' and calls it into himself.. at this point <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">weston</span> becomes possessed by Satan himself, and the stage for the rest of the novel is set..<br /><br />the parallels to the genesis story are unmistakable (the only addition being ransoms presence) as the possessed <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">weston</span> begins to tempt the woman to live on the fixed land, thus breaking the only commandment given her by God.. the majority of the novel becomes very dialogue-driven, revolving around the very precarious interactions between the innocent 'Eve' and Satan himself (through <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">westons</span> body), with ransom battling against him to help the woman cling to truth.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">lewis</span> does an incredible job of displaying the weight of what is at stake, and the weight of that moment we read about in genesis that once existed for mankind on earth.. the fate of this planet hinges on ransoms ability to fight against <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">Satans</span> crafty temptations directed at the woman..<br /><br />i bring this all up because i feel that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">lewis</span> paints an incredibly convincing picture of what Satan is really like.. i wanted to share a couple quotes from the book, to more or less just expose Satan for who he is..<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-style: italic;"> "I [the woman] have said already that we are forbidden to dwell on the Fixed Land. Why do you not either talk of something else or stop talking?"</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> "Because this forbidding is such a strange one," said the Man's voice. "And so unlike the ways of [God] in my world... It is mere command. It is forbidding for the mere sake of forbidding."</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> "But why...?"</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> "In order that you may break it...that you may become really old [wise]..." (p. 89, 100)</span><br /></div><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></div><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span>the parallels here are so clear, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">arent</span> they? it is almost an excerpt from Scripture, with the implications Satan makes in his questioning of eve.. he questions Gods goodness, and tries to create doubt in the womans heart.. this next section of dialogue gives me chills:<span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br />Ransom: "He [<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">weston</span>] says I am young, but I say not."<br /> The voice of Weston's face spoke suddenly, and it was louder and deeper than before and less like Weston's voice.<br /> "I am older than he," it said, "and he dare not deny it. Before the mothers of the mothers of his mother was conceived, I was already older than he could reckon. I have been with [God] in Deep Heaven where he never came and heard the eternal councils. And in the order of creation I am greater that he, and before me he is of no account... consider how white his cheeks have turned and how his forehead is wet... It is what happens -- it is the beginning of what happens -- to little creatures when they set themselves against great ones."<br /> ..."Listen, Lady," said Ransom. "There is something he is not telling you. All this that we are now talking has been talked before. The thing he wants you to try has been tried before. Long ago, when our world began, there was only one man and one woman in it, as you and [your husband] are in this. And there once before he stood, as he stands now, talking to the woman. He had found her alone as he found you alone. And she listened, and did the thing [God] had forbidden her to do. But no joy and splendour came of it... all love was troubled and made cold, and [God's] voice became hard to hear so that... life became narrower, not wider."<br /> "He has hidden the half of what happened," said Weston's corpse-like mouth. "Hardness came out of it but also splendour... He has not told you that it was the breaking of the commandment which brought [God] to our world and because of which He was made man. He dare not deny it."<br /> "Of course good came of it. Is [God] a beast that we can stop His path, or a leaf that we can twist His shape? Whatever you do, He will make good of it. But not the good He prepared for you if you had obeyed Him. That is lost forever. The first King and first Mother of our world did the forbidden thing; and He brought good of it in the end. But what they did was not good; and what they lost we have not seen..." He turned to the body of Weston. "You," he said, "tell her all. What good came to you? Do <span style="font-weight: bold;">you</span> rejoice that [God] became a man? Tell her of <span style="font-weight: bold;">your</span> joys, and of what profit you had when you made [God] and Death acquainted."<br /> ...The body that had been Weston's threw up its head and opened its mouth and gave a long melancholy howl like a dog... (p.102-104)<br /><br /></span>i think we tend to forget who Satan is.. he has done an incredible job of making himself a laughable idea in our culture: the tiny little man on your shoulder, whispering things to you; the dude in red spandex with a plastic pitchfork that kids dress up as for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">halloween</span>.. Satan is perfectly content in being mocked, so long as he continues to accomplish his tragic mission: to devour the souls of men (1 Peter 5.8) and destroy humankind (John 10.10).. we forget that Satan stands before God as an accuser of man, that he hates us with a fiery passion, and that he will do anything to destroy us.. we forget that Satan was once an archangel, and that he is still very powerful and incredibly manipulative, driven by his pride and consuming hate.. in another passage, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">lewis</span> describes a way that the Satan-possessed body of Weston smiles, saying:<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br />"The smile was not bitter, nor raging, nor, in an ordinary sense, sinister; it was not even mocking. It seemed to summon Ransom, with a horrible <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">naivete</span> of welcome, into the world of its own pleasures, as if all men were at one in those pleasures, as if they were the most natural thing in the world and no dispute could ever have occurred about them. It was not furtive, nor ashamed, it had nothing of the conspirator in it. It did not defy goodness, it ignored it to the point of annihilation... The extremity of its evil had passed beyond all struggle into some state which bore a horrible similarity to innocence. It was beyond vice as the Lady was beyond virtue." (p.95)<br /><br /></span></span>i could honestly quote the whole book here, and i want to, but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">youd</span> stop reading (if you <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">havent</span> already) and i might get sued for copyright infringement.. so i better wrap this up.. i think just writing about Satan and the fall of man a few days back just got me thinking about who our enemy is.. that he would stop at nothing to destroy us, and that he would do it with joy in his heart and a smile on his face.. and if all goes as he hopes, all of mankind will have smiles on their faces as well..<br /><br />but have no fear! thank God for Jesus! thank God that He is so much stronger than Satan, that we have a hope.. but lets not forget that without God, without Jesus, we are hopeless.. if we try to face Satan and his attacks alone, we will fail.. we need to be daily putting on our armor (Ephesians 6.12-18) and coming to the Lord in prayer for His protection and strength..<br /><br />i just think that if we can get a clearer picture of who Satan is, what he really wants with us, and how he goes about his business, then it makes it so much easier to resist him.. we can almost hear his deceptive and tempting voice in our heads, beckoning us into sin.. and if we recognize that he only desires our destruction, then sin becomes so much more repulsive and undesirable.. and his attempts at beckoning us become much more pathetic..<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">thats</span> all.. thanks for taking the time to read this..<span><span> buy the book!</span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"></span>trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-82022590762395507442009-02-19T22:49:00.003-06:002009-02-19T23:00:55.447-06:00An Emergency<span style="font-style: italic;">this was written by lauren sexton.. if you dont know lauren, she is a member of the STINT team here in el salvador.. i thought you would like to read what she has to say..</span><br /><br /><br />So the other day my team and I got an email from Cayla Hatter and the Campus Crusade for Christ PSW team, giving us the status of the El Salvador STINT applications for 09-10. With only 11 days left until the application deadline, the official count of people applying with El Salvador as their first choice was....<br /><br />one.<br /><br />I think I have only been moved to tears two other times since coming on STINT, which is saying a lot. But after reading that I was suddenly overcome with such a heavy sadness. One? Really?<br /><br />Before I go any further I would just like to clarify. I know that God is going to provide. I know that the work we have done, the hours we have spent praying for the salvation of these students, the hundreds of methods we tried that didn't work, will not have been spent in vain. I know the Lord will be faithful to continue to draw this nation to Himself. People will be saved. Leaders will be raised up. His purpose will be accomplished.<br /><br />But you see, in that moment my heart was not burdened by the tragic state of this nation, but rather for our own.<br /><br />9 of the current El Salvador STINTers, including myself, come from Cal Poly SLO. Our movement is one of the biggest in the US. Sometimes reaching up to 800 people, SLO Crusade students can easily pack out the giant auditorium in which our weekly meetings are held. Students have an awesome opportunity to be surrounded by community, hear challenging teaching from the Word, and be poured into individually by a discipler. Men and women are growing exponentially in their love for Jesus.<br /><br />And yet, from that giant number, from the hundreds of students who love the Lord and are giving Him the glory in their lives, thus far only one has decided to take the leap of faith to go and meet the need in El Salvador. This, in my opinion, is much more than a sad statistic... it is an emergency.<br /><br />I really think that Jesus meant the things He said. I think that when He said things like:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> "anyone who does not take up his cross and follow me is not worthy of me"</span> (Matt. 10:38)<br /><br />and<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."</span> (Matthew 28:18-20)<br /><br />Well I think He really meant it.<br /><br />So I have to stop and wonder, what is it that prevents us from doing the things Jesus asks of us? Maybe it is fear... fear of leaving home or family, fear of what other people will think, fear of giving up a year of our lives. Maybe its a fear that we just aren't good enough.<br />Did you know that that the most frequent command that we see God give us in the Bible is "do not fear" ? I've heard that it is said around 365 times. You could have one for every day of the year that you are on STINT.<br /><br />Or maybe we are believing Satan when he whispers things in our ear like "Fix your own problems first. You're just still too sinful to be of any use." The truth is that God likes to use the weakest, most broken people to do His work. I'd be the first to volunteer myself and every other person on my team as an example.<br /><br />I think what a lot of this boils down to is this: We are simply lovers of self. We value our own lives and comfort more than we value what God desires. I know because I have been a victim of it myself. But the Lord gives us this verse:<br /><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;">"For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And He died for all, that those who live would <span style="font-weight: bold;">no longer live for themselves</span> but <span style="font-weight: bold;">for Him</span> who died for them and was raised again"</span> (2 Cor. 5:14-15)<br /><br /><br /><br />And so I urge you, brothers and sisters, to consider El Salvador. Consider the broken souls and desperate hearts that need to know Jesus. Consider carrying on the work here, of being co-laborers in Christ, of supporting your SLO Crusade's partnership. Consider the calling that God has for your life. Maybe it isn't STINT, but either way, I pray that you are listening to Him. Because truly, I have found nothing on this earth more rewarding than loving and serving the Lord with all my heart.<br /><br />And if you do make the choice, I can absolutely guarantee you two things:<br />1) It will be the most growing year of your life.<br />2) God will move.<br /><br />Thanks for reading.<br /><br />Yours in Christ,<br />Lauren<br /><br />Ps: Even if you know you are not being called to go on STINT, you can still join in helping us! If you know anyone who might be praying/thinking about STINT, please pass this message on. Not everyone knows how great the need is.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">(please also join us in praying! pray with us that the Lord would move in peoples hearts; pray with us that those who feel the call would answer it, and not push it aside for any reason; pray that students who have not felt called yet would bring this before the Lord again, in humility and boldness, asking if they will be the one the Lord uses to meet the great need here; pray that people would see the need and feel it in their souls and be moved for compassion for the Remnant of believers here that is ready to be raised up!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">thank you so much for reading! feel free to pass this along and encourage others to pray for El Salvador!)<br /><br />trev</span>trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-81746389784781404262009-02-18T18:45:00.007-06:002009-02-18T21:44:49.623-06:00'but God' part 1: genesis 3.3so i finally started my 'but God' study that i mentioned a while back.. <a href="http://trevorinelsalvador.blogspot.com/2009/02/but-god.html">click this</a> and read the third paragraph if you <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">dont</span> know what this new study is all about.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">im</span> really stoked about it! so here is the verse, prefaced with v.2 as well:<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"and the woman said to the serpent, 'we may eat of the fruit of the trees in the garden, </span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">but God</span> said, "<span style="font-style: italic;">you shall not eat of the fruit of the tree that is in the midst of the garden, neither shall you touch it, lest you die."'" </span> (genesis 3.2-3, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">esv</span>)<br /><br />this use of 'but God' does not explicitly fit into the general trend that i am trying to explore, the dynamic nature of the phrase 'but God,' but i wanted to study this in context more and include it anyways, because i think it has some very interesting things to take note of..<br /><br />to set the stage a bit for this verse, the world at this moment is pure, innocent, untouched by the horror of sin.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">adam</span> and eve experience true fellowship with the Lord, communion with each other, harmony with nature.. they have it made, you could say.. then <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">satan</span> comes and tempts the woman, and mankind falls.. fellowship is broken between man and God, because of this ugly barrier of sin that is erected.. this is one of a very small handful of the most significant moments in the whole of human history (along with <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">alis</span> birthday and the invention of the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">wii</span>..) man and woman are banished from the garden.. their banishment comes with a curse: women will experience pain in childbirth and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">striving</span> for power in her relationship with her husband; the man will have to toil and labor to survive.. in a moment, life is no longer perfect.. life becomes hard..<br /><br />i think there are some interesting things having to do with 'but God' in this verse:<br /><br />- the 'but God' in this verse comes as eve is reciting the one and only commandment God gave them.. i find the addition to Gods commandment, 'neither shall you touch it,' kind of interesting and i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">dont</span> know exactly what to make of it yet.. some people believe eve throws this in there as a reference to a command that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">adam</span> possibly gave her, for additional protection.. but the fact is, its an addition to the single, simple command He had given the pair..<br /><br />- the way <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">satan</span> asks eve the question is interesting too, because it highlights how deceptive he is.. he asks the question, 'did God actually say, "you shall not eat of any tree in the garden?"' and the insinuation is clearly, 'God has really restricted you from enjoying this place to its fullest? it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">doesnt</span> sound like something a good God would say..' he sows doubt, and presents himself as an enlightened, heavenly being who is bringing a greater, newer truth than what God has presented.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">satan</span> continues to do this today.. he is ruthless, and purely hates, and enjoys the destruction of man.. he is cunning, and twists the truth into half truths that are filled with promise of blessing, but lead only to death and destruction and unhappiness..<br /><br />- its so sad to picture the scene of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">adam</span> and eve explaining their sin to the Lord.. Gods heart must have been so broken for His dear creation in that moment.. and instead of being truly remorseful for their distrust and disobedience, they compound the utter tragedy of this event by trying to pass the blame.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">adam</span> first tries to pin this mess on God Himself because He gave eve to him.. and then shifts the blame to his wife, because she tempted him.. God turns to eve, who shifts the blame to the serpent, trying to absolve her responsibility for her actions.. it just makes me so sad to think that this is our nature.. we constantly try to hide our guilt from an all knowing and perfectly holy God, who just wants us to be honest with Him and try our best to be holy as He is..<br /><br />- finally, i just love that <span style="font-style: italic;"></span>the Lord immediately answers this tragedy with the greatest beacon of hope and joy.. He says to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">satan</span>, in more or less words, 'there will be war between your rebellion and the followers of Christ, until you are crushed forever..' i just love how swiftly the Lord responds to this devastating moment with the greatest promise of grace and redemption.. man has just fallen, <span style="font-style: italic;">but God</span> immediately promises to send the One who raises up.. man is lost in sin and darkness, <span style="font-style: italic;">but God</span> promises a Rescuer.. man is defeated, <span style="font-style: italic;">but God</span> promises Victory.. its just such a beautiful contrast in that moment of what our destiny would have been without God, and what it can be when He steps in.. its even cool how He closes off the garden so man cannot eat of the tree of life and continue to live forever.. physical death in some ways was an act of mercy on Gods part, because spending an eternity in that fallen state would be a horrific punishment..<br /><br />i guess in essence, that is the 'but God' moment in this passage.. a sad and hopeless story of death and separation becomes a glorious story of hope and redemption..trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-77541239856086807452009-02-17T09:17:00.003-06:002009-02-17T23:52:15.488-06:00a sip of homethe four of us guys have a time every week set aside to talk about how were doing, keep each other accountable, ask hard questions, etc.. jeff has been doing a great job of leading us in this time, making sure that its creative and doesnt become boring and routine.. so last night we decided to have our time out, and go to a restaurant none of us had been to yet.. there was some mild indifference regarding where we ate (my only stipulation was that they had good food, cause i was hungry..) so i suggested a taiwanese place called 168 that we had heard mentioned several times as the best asian food in the city.. so we decided to check it out..<br /><br />the place was great, they serve family style platters that you all share around the table.. we didnt know how big the portions were, so we ended up ordering five plates of food! it was way too much, so we took it home and have lunch for a couple days now haha.. but it was so good! it definitely lived up to its reputation..<br /><br />the whole reason i bring this story up is, well.. one, to just tell you about a cool experience with the boys.. but mostly, to talk about tea..<br /><br />im serious..<br /><br />now im not much of a tea drinker.. i actually might prefer coffee, for its ruthless efficiency.. for the last three years of being an architecture major at cal poly, coffee became a good friend of mine, keeping me company during the long nights hunched over projects trying to keep my eyes open.. but when i dont need to force my body to stay awake, i definitely prefer tea.. its smoother, and more sophisticated right? at least i cant help but feel slightly sophisticated when i drink tea.. anyways, of all teas my favorite is jasmine tea.. its chinese, and very clean and simple, and great.. well they sold it at this restaurant we went to last night! and its authentic stuff, the same kind they sell in asian markets or in chinatown.. its not loose tea, its just the regular bags.. convenient, but not as good as the kind that comes loose.. but still really good! ive had three cups of tea in the last twelve hours..<br /><br />finding this little box of jasmine tea was good for my soul.. i think coming back from my trip to guatemala and honduras was strange, because the whole time i was looking forward to being 'home,' and realizing when i got there that i still wasnt home.. its really easy to start missing people and places and things back home: all my brothers, matt broseph, nolan, fick, t.hall.. my family.. my architecture studio, strangely enough; i dont miss the work so much as the atmosphere.. i miss discipleship with joe priola, and w8, and driving down the 101, and splash cafe in pismo.. i miss my loft bed.. i miss wii! i can go through most my days here not really thinking about these things, kinda blocking them out and focusing on the here and now.. which i think is healthy.. but realizing how much i missed all these things kinda snuck up on me as i rolled across the guatemala border back into el salvador and realized that it was good to be 'back' but also hard to swallow that it will be another four months until i am back to slo, back to the crusade library and calvary slo on sundays and my djembe.. finding this little box of jasmine tea was so great, cause it was just a little taste of home, a little reminder that i will be coming back, a little bit of the joy of home that i can experience here..<br /><br />and its just dang good tea..trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-78600441113499372752009-02-15T22:08:00.010-06:002009-02-17T11:39:38.209-06:00'learning'three foreign countries in two days.. 54 hours total, 36 of which were spent in a car or bus.. nearly no english the whole time!<br /><br />this is just a glimpse of what this past weekend looked like for me.. i decided to entitle this post, 'learning,' because i feel like i learned a lot of interesting things on this trip that i thought i would share with you..<br /><br />layo called me on wednesday last week and asked if i could go on this trip to represent our team, in the development of a spring break-like trip for university students to go to honduras.. it was very short notice, but we have learned to fly by the seat of our pants here.. so i got the bus ticket the next day, and left on friday afternoon..<br /><br />there were several legs to the journey, and i really wasnt clear at any point exactly what was happening.. so i took a charter bus to guatemala city, and was supposed to meet a man named chino.. i had his number, but my phone didnt have service once we crossed the border.. so when i got to the hotel, i waited to be approached by someone.. he walked up and said my name, and i asked him his name and he said chino, so he must have been who i was supposed to go with! so we hopped in the car and went to a local hostel that was owned by some friends of his.. it was about ten at night.. i slept until two in the morning, and then was picked up by a younger student named juancho, and his girlfriend noemi.. and we were off!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7YAKMmrCS4p8PBvdjnVf6i99p6o8ipsXOIiMDAksD0Dqb3p6OPPjQJc05Goa0DtYn2D4XQwoB78sXvfvKcoihrXaDZ-S391UTG76h654zghfJcbJAjlN3tzqg2PLgES2_QI03U_21HZ1r/s1600-h/IMG_1195.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7YAKMmrCS4p8PBvdjnVf6i99p6o8ipsXOIiMDAksD0Dqb3p6OPPjQJc05Goa0DtYn2D4XQwoB78sXvfvKcoihrXaDZ-S391UTG76h654zghfJcbJAjlN3tzqg2PLgES2_QI03U_21HZ1r/s400/IMG_1195.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303816518008175746" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">this is my room at the hostel the first night.. not too shabby..<br /></span></div><br /><br />the next leg of the journey, i was mostly sleeping.. i was exhausted.. but we drove for about seven hours from guatemala city up to the north eastern border into honduras right up by the caribbean sea, crossed the border, and drove to a city called san pedro sula.. here we met a man named joaquin, a staff guy in honduras, who is part of planning this spring break trip.. i thought i was going on this trip to meet him, but once we met him, i learned that i was incorrect.. we jumped into his car and drove for another three hours to a tiny little town somewhere to the east, near santa bárbara.. we had finally arrived! we met with a group of about ten pastors from nearby towns and villages.. chino presented his ideas for what this trip would look like, and juancho and i also added our ideas of what it should look like.. about forty five minutes after our arrival, we prayed and finished! lots of driving for a very short little meeting, but a very important little meeting.. we immediately began our return trip right after the meeting..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYqfocSXzWJJTkWRuFU2i6GDsFYHRTNb8SE6P_SM1tU4eQRfePgzx9kkeMe1uwNJhBPYwft0l-JsH6zr-CiPIJT1_IxjrYOKWBU1-m2OUgT4DgadYHkW_p_C8arIZ00n2lq9xcc0HBccaJ/s1600-h/IMG_1200.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYqfocSXzWJJTkWRuFU2i6GDsFYHRTNb8SE6P_SM1tU4eQRfePgzx9kkeMe1uwNJhBPYwft0l-JsH6zr-CiPIJT1_IxjrYOKWBU1-m2OUgT4DgadYHkW_p_C8arIZ00n2lq9xcc0HBccaJ/s400/IMG_1200.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303817763000395362" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">entering honduras<br /><br /><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQ7TZFPzQMLD5p40f7xDEPPjpMYpmFTCkA6L3ZwRquZAn3kjmPxe_EUVmhaOuGxWgOuzqP-CLp6hDx4O5w0fmRPwdiA2Vdqf9cPjkpf11p7Y_nZD9YSlM2LnMInM1wCZOJgY_6JkzWeXEI/s1600-h/IMG_1207.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQ7TZFPzQMLD5p40f7xDEPPjpMYpmFTCkA6L3ZwRquZAn3kjmPxe_EUVmhaOuGxWgOuzqP-CLp6hDx4O5w0fmRPwdiA2Vdqf9cPjkpf11p7Y_nZD9YSlM2LnMInM1wCZOJgY_6JkzWeXEI/s400/IMG_1207.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303818578658284914" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">the caribbean, from honduras..<br /><br /><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgG3C4t0UXsL2WhDXoQPCAHQMH8bdQTaPGdnYhCG36LKU3IumFMDJ6HhgrslcaVg3j9VHqriTo5Q_DZRYuZTz5yJBQ3G_J4Y4QpELxQuF_B-WIXXKi9WPnQwJ5tCaGlBeQ9_kL4KBCmrVM/s1600-h/IMG_1211.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgG3C4t0UXsL2WhDXoQPCAHQMH8bdQTaPGdnYhCG36LKU3IumFMDJ6HhgrslcaVg3j9VHqriTo5Q_DZRYuZTz5yJBQ3G_J4Y4QpELxQuF_B-WIXXKi9WPnQwJ5tCaGlBeQ9_kL4KBCmrVM/s400/IMG_1211.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303820124734506146" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">the church where we met with the pastors</span><br /></div><br /><br />i learned first hand on this trip that the border between honduras and guatemala closes at 6pm.. i learned this because we tried to cross at about 7.30pm and the guards with M16 rifles and black tactical gear did not seem like the types who made exceptions.. luckily, there was a tiny little hostel right on the border that cost 250 lempira for the night (about 13 bucks).. we definitely got what we paid for.. i also learned a new spanish slang word, <span style="font-style: italic;">shuco</span>, which means 'dirty' or 'filthy' haha.. i learned that sometimes frogs can be inside the pipes, and may hop out when you turn the water on.. i learned this just after learning that at some hostels, a pipe coming out of the wall suffices for a shower.. shower heads are altogether unnecessary, arent they?<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7Z4InzIufn_QdI_70A93ZOFCng3k-Akkos0UygQAIW-Ojd4WAVrvRiqX4y6Uzgi5_IkW_mg0eQkDtDhIbcQ6gzU2K-fcB_vHg9NWGeK8Xz4tPeRfQX4ItbjKXwyThPLGGPk_4K34Tm4LL/s1600-h/IMG_1231.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7Z4InzIufn_QdI_70A93ZOFCng3k-Akkos0UygQAIW-Ojd4WAVrvRiqX4y6Uzgi5_IkW_mg0eQkDtDhIbcQ6gzU2K-fcB_vHg9NWGeK8Xz4tPeRfQX4ItbjKXwyThPLGGPk_4K34Tm4LL/s400/IMG_1231.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303821356819607026" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">the hostel i stayed at on the border.. encouraging name, right?<br /></span></div><br /><br />we awoke a shade before sunrise and got back on the road, driving from six in the morning until about one in the afternoon.. i learned on this leg of the journey that noemi had a brother who owned a gas station, and that typical guatemalan breakfast was not too different than their salvadorean neighbors: egg patties, refried beans with sour cream, and slices of bread.. we ate breakfast quickly, then got back on the road.. when we got back into guatemala city, and dropped chino off at his home, and at this point i learned that it was noemi's moms birthday! i got to meet her family and hang out at her house for about an hour, which was a very interesting time.. then i learned that they have taco bell in guatemala! i had not had taco bell since ive been here, so i got a supreme burrito for lunch, and brought back some bean and cheese burritos for the boys.. then it was off to the bus station to complete my journey..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZr1-8P9wAI/AAAAAAAAAKM/-sm7PBBQ9tw/s1600-h/IMG_1244.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZr1-8P9wAI/AAAAAAAAAKM/-sm7PBBQ9tw/s400/IMG_1244.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303821972855963650" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">taco bell in guatemala!<br /><br /></span></div><br />some other things i learned on this journey: i really like my team.. i really missed them, and realized that i can take them for granted sometimes.. i missed their community and their jokes, and their english.. it was tough to be on the road with three people who didnt know me and didnt speak much of my language.. i also was learned, or perhaps reminded, of how much i like music.. i had plenty of time in the car to put my headphones in, close my eyes, and listen to music that ive been wanting to listen to for months.. i also was reminded of how much i love my girlfriend.. i thought about ali non stop.. she brought many, many smiles to my face this weekend, just thinking about her and praying for her..<br /><br />so i learned a lot.. some of it was great to learn, other things i would have been ok to live my whole life without learning.. but i was reminded that life here is a total adventure.. ministry here is a strange new experience every day.. the Lord is a God who loves adventure, and rarely does the exact same thing twice.. He is never changing, but His ways of doing things are always fresh; He makes every day new and exciting for us.. He doesnt have to do things this way, but He loves us and created us with a love and desire for excitement and adventure.. and despite all the moments this weekend of just.. confusion, or apprehension, or exhaustion.. i got to go on a very interesting adventure and experience some really cool things.. thank you to all of you who rpay regularly for my safety, the Lord definitely kept me safe! (and taught me a lot..)trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-47883736538133003992009-02-11T22:21:00.004-06:002009-02-12T10:31:33.401-06:00but God..so im sick.. i think i have a cold, or something like it.. my head feels like its in a vice, my nose is really congested, and my ears kinda hurt.. ive been cooped up inside all day, mostly sleeping or reading.. im not really sure where it came from, but i think it might have been from our midyear with joe and allison.. it was so much fun, but i think i worked too hard at having fun and it didnt end up being incredibly relaxing..<br /><br />it was actually kinda nice being home today.. i got to read quite a bit, and just relax and get re-energized.. i actually spent most of the day sleeping.. and im getting ready to go to bed again! before i do, i wanted to tell you about a really cool study through the Bible im about to start..<br /><br />i will be starting in genesis, and going through the entire Bible studying each time the phrase 'but God..' appears.. my high school pastor, and current prayer supporter, once told our high school group that the two most beautiful words in all of the Bible are, 'but God'.. and im inclined to agree with him.. it is a characteristically powerful concept: everything hinges on those two little words.. the state of things after that phrase is used is <span style="font-style: italic;">always</span> so incredibly different, so rich and glorious, than the state of things before.. the goal of this fairly in depth study (it is used eighty one times throughout the Bible, in the nkjv, esv, and niv translations combined) the goal is to enrich my perspective of who God is, who Christ is, and who i am in light of that.. i want to be reminded of how horrific my sin really is, and how unthinkable Christs sacrifices are.. more than anything, i hope to see in a richer way how astounding and glorious Gods grace is..<br /><br />please pray for my sickness, and for motivation to be in the Word regularly, studying and ruminating.. im really excited about it, but its also easy for me to get overwhelmed by the scope of what im undertaking.. thanks!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-28854855765550699972009-02-10T23:15:00.004-06:002009-02-12T01:25:59.121-06:00i cant believe were past halfway!we just got back from our midyear 'conference' with joe and allison priola, some staff from slo crusade and some dear friends of mine.. i put conference in quotes because typically midyear conferences have many stint teams involved, not just one.. we have had a fairly unique experience, however, in that our midyear vacation and conference happened separately, and our conference was just our team..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjl26_S_c42QMrmKJtFy9Hg4MiHwbu7hQchwNDImOnOl7B88S0pYumY3Tm1cQDQQVGnqN6aOqSUqOtp0n2Q3epZqq6DyTOkzNKd7qtaVB-kk_kiQgg6hHk34SuOQGcItVroEIjT24T3BX7j/s1600-h/IMG_1044.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjl26_S_c42QMrmKJtFy9Hg4MiHwbu7hQchwNDImOnOl7B88S0pYumY3Tm1cQDQQVGnqN6aOqSUqOtp0n2Q3epZqq6DyTOkzNKd7qtaVB-kk_kiQgg6hHk34SuOQGcItVroEIjT24T3BX7j/s400/IMG_1044.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301787729212276914" border="0" /></a><br />joe was my discipler, or spiritual mentor, for nearly two years before i came down here, and his wife allison began to disciple ali around the time i left.. they are both very close to ali and me, and it was so great to have so much time with them (and their ten month old son, kai).. joe has been one of the most influential men in my life, an outstanding example of true leadership and humble service.. i have been told, and have learned first hand being down here, that leadership can often feel like isolation.. its a position that is often misunderstood and underappreciated.. i have a wonderful and encouraging team, dont misunderstand me.. they are wonderful.. but there is something that is just missing, you know? my job is to pour into my team, and enable them to pour into each other and into salvadorean students.. and often, it feels like no one is pouring into me.. it has been great being forced in some ways to turn to the Lord in that, and not depend so heavily on people to pour into me.. but i have to admit that it has been a real battle to feel motivated and excited about my walk.. and a lot of that has been not having an older, wiser guy around who is pouring into me.. all to say, it was so SO good to have him here this past week, and get to reconnect and have fun and be challenged and encouraged in a way i havent been since ive been down here..<br /><br />their primary reason for being here was to work with the team as a whole, to kinda give us a check up, encourage what we are doing well, and speak truth to the areas we are not doing well in.. we did several really thought provoking and challenging exercises and studies that helped give our team some much needed perspective, and recognize some really hard truths about ourselves.. for example, we realized in one exercise that most our team has a hard time being really performance-based in our ministry: perfectionism, fear of risk or failure, and satisfaction in results and not effort are all some forms that a performance-based ministry will take.. and, interestingly enough, these are all things that should not characterize a first-year, pioneering team like ours.. we <span style="font-style: italic;">need</span> to be messy, and try new and crazy ideas, to find out what things work and what things dont.. we do <span style="font-style: italic;">not</span> want to play this year conservatively, only doing what we are comfortable with.. and it is very likely that we will not see much fruit this year for our hard labor.. the reality is that it typically takes many years to see a real movement take shape: our job is not to create it this year, but to <span style="font-style: italic;">lay a foundation</span> for a strong, thriving, Christ centered movement in el salvador! i think that is such an important perspective for our team to have.. we also talked a lot about faith: that faith is not about how much we have, but about who the object of our faith is.. trusting in our own strength as fallible humans will lead only to temporal pride and happiness in successes, disappointment in failure, and most importantly, it will not result in a movement.. but if God is the object of our faith, then He can use the smallest little glint of faith to do incredible things.. read mark 9.14-29 if you wanna see an incredible example of a mans small but passionate faith in Christs power..<br /><br />so yeah, it was an incredible week with them.. we also had a lot of fun just enjoying the beach! we did some surfing at <a href="http://www.surfline.com/travel/surfmaps/central_america/El%20Salvador/Punta_Roca.jpg">punta roca</a>, hung out at the sweet beach house that we scored for free! (thanks to good old salvadorean hospitality) and had some good kayaking adventures.. check out the pictures at the <a href="http://gallery.me.com/trevor.miller">gallery</a>!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGK6BgC1A1ww3hPKLm_S6j70XgB1qEmd-96JEDzgn9AG2yeMA173N_zPEz2ZumTC19uKzo_u6f7YDPMGd6SzMNRLZxoYslx76aUK40SRHjIP0O7DkdgPxc8_PXrdz8hx3W_G5nUJeGr_BG/s1600-h/IMG_0978.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGK6BgC1A1ww3hPKLm_S6j70XgB1qEmd-96JEDzgn9AG2yeMA173N_zPEz2ZumTC19uKzo_u6f7YDPMGd6SzMNRLZxoYslx76aUK40SRHjIP0O7DkdgPxc8_PXrdz8hx3W_G5nUJeGr_BG/s400/IMG_0978.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301788447381353506" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">beautiful sunset! i cant seem to get over how gorgeous they are around here, especially when were lucky enough to watch the sun set over the water like this..</span><br /><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnVSs2OqD4z1NfqJoIBrHSQ0VJioun0FIGJVHlA8emb8BblekC7RYL8EOXKzYEnMfVpzu254P9hFjLjQQp_H_7GF7Ibu4aid7Sqe-1ip1Qkg5lRh_I3CWPsU98LV4ZZ4SXAMS1OiGpPMWt/s1600-h/IMG_0962.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnVSs2OqD4z1NfqJoIBrHSQ0VJioun0FIGJVHlA8emb8BblekC7RYL8EOXKzYEnMfVpzu254P9hFjLjQQp_H_7GF7Ibu4aid7Sqe-1ip1Qkg5lRh_I3CWPsU98LV4ZZ4SXAMS1OiGpPMWt/s400/IMG_0962.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301789269027186722" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">this is the backyard.. this is an inlet from the ocean that empties out during low tide and fills up during high tide.. to the left, you can see where it begins to stretch out into a series of little channels among a salt water forest.. so much fun kayaking! just above the red-roofed gazebo and to the right, you can see the volcano izalco, which the boys hiked together in december..</span>trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-71753565277468100052009-02-04T11:15:00.003-06:002009-02-04T11:48:05.445-06:00the storm!i finally got the opportunity to work on the blog! im so stoked..<br /><br />ill post everything on the days that they actually occurred, like i mentioned below.. so anything after november 16th should be new!<br /><br />enjoy!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-71996544239607337662009-02-01T14:27:00.003-06:002009-02-01T14:36:54.575-06:00psi also have a lot of pictures to put up! ive been loving my new camera, and trying to be better at documenting this trip more frequently.. look for a couple pictures on here, but also dont forget to look at the online gallery, <a href="http://gallery.me.com/trevor.miller">http://gallery.me.com/trevor.miller</a>.. i have lots of pictures on there!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-16452783051269571932009-02-01T14:21:00.004-06:002009-02-04T11:48:28.203-06:00the calm before the stormits been a busy couple weeks here in el salvador! after returning from vacation in costa rica, we had about a week to plan and prepare for our first week of the semester at matías, and then one of the craziest weeks of my life! i seriously cant wait to fill everyone in on how that first week went, how costa rica was.. ive made a list of all the sweet things that have happened, and i cant wait to share it.. we have a super bowl party tonight that we invited a bunch of students to, so as soon as it is over im gonna be pounding away furiously at my keyboard, getting this thing up to date.. i guess if youve learned anything about me, it is that keeping a blog is not one of my stronger disciplines.. bear with me, and look for some updates soon!<br /><br />ill put them all in on the dates they happened, so anything past november 16th will be new for you to read!<br /><br />thanks everyone, hope all is well..trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-75584261663618833102009-01-31T00:18:00.007-06:002009-02-12T01:23:52.000-06:00God uses pizza in cool ways..this was our first week back on matías, and it was so cool! the Lord moved in really sweet ways, and we got to see some great things happen..<br /><br />there were about four days between getting back from costa rica and the new <span style="font-style: italic;">ciclo </span>(semester) at matías, so potter and i declared that time a 'planning retreat'.. we developed a schedule, what crucial things needed to be discussed and planned, and how they were to be executed, and spent those four days preparing for the new <span style="font-style: italic;">ciclo</span>! honestly, our team came through in flying colors.. everyone stepped up to the plate, pushed themselves, and worked so hard to make everything come together! because we were really starting brand new on this campus, especially with all ten of us finally working together, we wanted to introduce students to a group that was real, and legitimate.. previously we were just a couple <span style="font-style: italic;">gringos</span> walking around talking about Jesus (which isnt necessarily bad) but we really wanted to present ourselves as a sweet new group on campus, focused on sharing Christ and having community.. here is a short list of some sweet things that happened, just to give you the smallest taste of how the Lord moved:<br /><br />- lauren designed a completely new and awesome logo for Vida Estudiantil! we had posters, banners, flyers, t-shirts.. all with a sweet new logo to draw attention and lend some credibility to our movement.. here is the logo on a quarter-sheet flyer..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPEcqC-k8I/AAAAAAAAAIM/mshfW76fHmo/s1600-h/ve+-+single+flyer1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 308px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPEcqC-k8I/AAAAAAAAAIM/mshfW76fHmo/s400/ve+-+single+flyer1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301797182947365826" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">in spanish it says, 'to grow in Christ and a community of change'</span><br /><br /><br /></div>- on the other side of this flyer, we had a five-week calendar of all the events we have planned through february: a pizza party (ill get to that shortly); a Super Bowl party; a movie night; a valentines day outreach called <span style="font-style: italic;">Amor Real</span>; a dessert night at the girls house; and an English club meeting..<br /><br />- we were very blessed by the administration! the Lord used them to provide us with an information table near the cafeteria, where we could sit and talk with any students who were interested, provide them with all our information and invite them to the friday pizza party and raffle.. you might have an image of the first week of classes at most universities in the states, where the main plaza is packed with booths and free food and craziness and fun.. we were the only table! student groups and clubs here are extremely uncommon, practically non existent.. we definitely generated a lot of interest!<br /><br />- on friday we had a pizza party and raffle! the ticket for the raffle was a short spiritual survey and contact/interest card.. we handed out over two hundred slices of free pizza! free food here is something that rarely ever happens, and the students were so excited to be blessed with a free lunch.. thanks for your support, you made it happen! we got to connect with so many freshman students who were experiencing their first week of college, and present ourselves as a service and spiritual resource to the entire university! we ended up collecting about 150 contact cards! so many students seemed genuinely interested in being a part of Vida Estudiantil!<br /><br />it was such an exciting week.. thank you all so much for your prayers.. please pray that the Lord will continue to use us to reach lost students with the Gospel, especially as we follow up with all the students who filled out contact cards! we have a lot of work ahead of us, but it is good work, and so much fun! pray that our motivation will continue, and that we will continue to take big steps of faith! here are some pictures of the first week and the pizza party; many more on the <a href="http://gallery.me.com/trevor.miller">gallery page</a>!<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPJ6y-n4lI/AAAAAAAAAIU/Zv6ylwXpzfA/s1600-h/IMG_0882.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPJ6y-n4lI/AAAAAAAAAIU/Zv6ylwXpzfA/s400/IMG_0882.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301803198299234898" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">wouldnt you want to get information from these lovely ladies?</span><br /><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPLIzzSKXI/AAAAAAAAAIc/NTeokM5fCwo/s1600-h/IMG_0895.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPLIzzSKXI/AAAAAAAAAIc/NTeokM5fCwo/s400/IMG_0895.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301804538549905778" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">a couple freshman guys filling out cards and getting a little more information..</span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPMQ4xzbEI/AAAAAAAAAIk/RexdjJbFMig/s1600-h/IMG_0905.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPMQ4xzbEI/AAAAAAAAAIk/RexdjJbFMig/s400/IMG_0905.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301805776836455490" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">pizza party! we ordered twenty seven medium pizzas from pizza hut, and every last slice got demolished! its incredible how much the students here like pizza hut.. and free food..</span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPNuuTREQI/AAAAAAAAAIs/YXqWJY5XTBI/s1600-h/IMG_0919.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZPNuuTREQI/AAAAAAAAAIs/YXqWJY5XTBI/s400/IMG_0919.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301807388931723522" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">clean up..</span><br /></div>trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-69533415842752438382009-01-21T22:20:00.006-06:002009-02-12T22:53:02.444-06:00the rich coastwe just got back from costa rica! i know i know.. i told you i was going to belize.. well we ended up getting a really good deal on a flight to costa rica, and some sweet accommodations, so we booked it and didnt look back.. i actually kinda looked back; i still really wanna go to belize.. maybe it will happen..<br /><br />anyways, it was a really great week! we stayed at some sweet bungalows right on the beach and did a lot of relaxing.. costa rica is actually quite a bit different than el salvador.. for one thing, we werent in the city at all, so everything was much more laid back and there was more.. nature.. everything was green and blue and gorgeous.. it was a very nice contrast to the typical muted tones and blaring horns and stress of the city..<br /><br />i dont really have too much to say about this time, because really not too much happened: surfing, swimming, reading, relaxing, cooking and eating together as a big happy family.. one of our days, we got to take a little adventure and go to manuel antonio national park, which has been featured in the book, '1000 places to see before you die' or something like that.. it was definitely gorgeous, but i think i had too high of expectations.. it must have been toward the bottom of that list of 1000, if i had to guess.. but it was a great adventure!<br /><br />so yeah.. i will let the pictures speak for themselves (and the captions under them..)<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGxy1Q3l91Abvo1vKVbTMY1QKy5RPRLScKy3o4A-AzVGyXG7F-tCTNkwiZoSQNxqesLu0eGp5_nQKltAzfnMG00cq2hPR2DNwU7BX65FRkCWsgblopPhZGKbr3QuLVtBejDbW5GEibmayE/s1600-h/IMG_0619.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGxy1Q3l91Abvo1vKVbTMY1QKy5RPRLScKy3o4A-AzVGyXG7F-tCTNkwiZoSQNxqesLu0eGp5_nQKltAzfnMG00cq2hPR2DNwU7BX65FRkCWsgblopPhZGKbr3QuLVtBejDbW5GEibmayE/s400/IMG_0619.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302137480841935074" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">our bungalow, about twenty yards from the sand..<br /></span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZT5Hqi2sCI/AAAAAAAAAI8/AHCrkg3NBB8/s1600-h/IMG_0605.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SZT5Hqi2sCI/AAAAAAAAAI8/AHCrkg3NBB8/s400/IMG_0605.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302136571396796450" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">this is franklin.. he hung out with us for like an hour.. i really like this shot..<br /><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCacpkav32i-a9QUOcwq4ykfR8niMPGU1bJ0k84bd4Dz2Wx-iwL5qd3CXaGX_2Hz5t5_GqtHq2-ACabh60IFBuZHWHHh8vJi4TOx_xFHXvtQ4BWCtI03UtjuLCA0H12TgaVlEFE2mp7fnh/s1600-h/IMG_0655.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCacpkav32i-a9QUOcwq4ykfR8niMPGU1bJ0k84bd4Dz2Wx-iwL5qd3CXaGX_2Hz5t5_GqtHq2-ACabh60IFBuZHWHHh8vJi4TOx_xFHXvtQ4BWCtI03UtjuLCA0H12TgaVlEFE2mp7fnh/s400/IMG_0655.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302138355285217714" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">gorgeous costa rican sunset, as seen from our porch.. that almendro tree is supposed to mark one of the best breaks on our stretch of beach..<br /><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWDcItGIUQUX-NoAuauwfFISNSgetDd_Q_xWEMAZQRBwoHa7PQE2hBaysgB3c8XHmTJ-SpJdwg2ORAZNIQ2M0SERGJq8o1LddPWRosPpnaWP8c_PswQY9kOe6hyphenhyphenJDPXsBKU9Hd8aqKyF8Q/s1600-h/IMG_0716.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWDcItGIUQUX-NoAuauwfFISNSgetDd_Q_xWEMAZQRBwoHa7PQE2hBaysgB3c8XHmTJ-SpJdwg2ORAZNIQ2M0SERGJq8o1LddPWRosPpnaWP8c_PswQY9kOe6hyphenhyphenJDPXsBKU9Hd8aqKyF8Q/s400/IMG_0716.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302139361626246306" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">this dog was the most fun nuisance ive ever had.. he was a stray, as far as we know, but was in really good shape and just kinda lazed around.. really good natured and mellow.. he made me miss my dog oreo..</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">more pictures at the <a href="http://gallery.me.com/trevor.miller">gallery</a>..<br /></div></div>trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-27248426434304109962009-01-10T17:33:00.003-06:002009-01-10T17:39:40.941-06:00sad day!well, i guess not that sad when you put it in proper perspective.. there are a lot of things in the world that cause more sadness than what happened to me today..<br /><br />my laptop charger is taking a vacation.. well, i guess you could say it retired.. the little charger light on it faded about a month ago and i didnt think anything of it.. then today, sitting at viva espresso, with ambitious plans of getting my blog completely up to date.. it quit on me.. no warning, just a 'hey, guess what? im outta here..' and he was gone..<br /><br />so now, with about twenty minutes of battery power remaining, i am forced to postpone my blog updates yet again, faithful readers.. i will be visiting the apple store in the next couple days, and hopefully getting a replacement for my deadbeat charger, and then i will be back in business! if they are unable to simply give me a replacement, then i will have to wait for one to be shipped to my dad, and then shipped to me.. i am really hoping to get everything up to date before our costa rican vacation!<br /><br />love you all, pray for success at the apple store!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-89422847671208264492009-01-03T22:07:00.003-06:002009-01-03T22:15:35.932-06:00happy new year! and Christmas.. and my birthday.. and thanksgiving..man.. i dont even know what to say, friends.. i think i will start with the sincerest of apologies..<br /><br />life has been hectic, and the first thing to go was my blog.. if you know me at all, you should have seen this coming haha.. i tend to have good intentions in starting big projects, and i can be consistent for some time, but eventually i hit a wall where it feels like a drag, and i have to push through it, and i often times dont push through.. i just kinda let it die.. so i owe an apology to all of you who read my blog consistently, and have been wondering where i went (did he die? is he still there? if he isnt there anymore, then why am i still sending him money every month?) all valid questions..<br /><br />well im back on track! a lot has happened that i would love to let you guys know about.. some are just fun, some are serious.. but i will put them in on or around the dates they happened, for the sake of chronology and clarity.. i think it would be helpful to read it as a story.. i will be working hard for the next few days to get this blog whipped back into shape.. he has slacked off for long enough, and its time to work off all the 'holiday weight' he has gained..<br /><br />thank you all for your patience and grace!<br /><br />much love,<br /><br />trevtrevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-92180000781368209452008-12-12T23:51:00.002-06:002009-02-04T12:39:36.021-06:00i almost diedwell.. it felt like i almost died..<br /><br />our team went out to a lake called suchitoto (pronounced <span style="font-style: italic;">sushi</span>, as in the food, and <span style="font-style: italic;">toto</span> as in the dog from the wizard of oz) in the northern central part of the country.. i had not been out there before, but we came with boardshorts ready to swim.. we ate at a little restaurant, and i had some incredible fish filet with garlic sauce.. reeally good!<br /><br />as we were driving in, i saw an island out off one of the shores, and said to the people in my car, 'lets swim to that island..' well, the guys were slightly more excited about <span style="font-style: italic;">actually</span> doing it than i was.. so after lunch, we got out boardshorts on, walked down to the water, and hopped in! the swim-to-the-island crew consisted of me, brandon, joe, and a guy named rob who was visiting from the states (he had come down for the spring break trip earlier in the year)<br /><br />so we started swimming for this island! its crazy, but boys will be boys right? im doing my best not to exaggerate, but i would honestly say it was a good half mile.. okay okay, it doesnt sound like much to some of you people who do triathlons or are in decent physical shape.. but to me, it was brutal.. about halfway, i seriously thought i wasnt going to make it on my own.. it seemed like it just wasnt getting any closer.. the wind was going almost straight against us, so the waves were making forward movement tough.. we were all tired (except joe, who was a swimmer and was hardly winded) but i felt like i was gonna die.. i was about to start praying, 'Lord if You save me from this, i promise i will serve you in a foreign country or something,' but quickly realized that i was already doing that! so.. my selfish prayers of desperation and promises to God were kinda nullified..<br /><br />well we finally reached the island, and i really cant think of a time in my life that i was more exhausted.. i smiled a weak smile, cause it felt so good to do something so hard, and actually accomplish it.. and it felt so good to realize that it was the Lord who gave me the strength and determination to make it to the island and not give up..<br /><br />the island was not nearly as glamorous as we had hoped.. images from <span style="font-style: italic;">treasure island</span> or <span style="font-style: italic;">swiss family robinson</span> were quickly removed.. the island was surrounded on all sides by a tangle of thick floating vines.. we had to army-crawl through about twenty feet of these nasty vines just to get to solid ground.. the solid ground was covered with rotting leaves, spider webs, and enough cans and bottles to build a boat and sail back.. we were happy to get headed back..<br /><br />we found a large log that could easily bear all of our weight, shoved it into the water, and began the swam back.. it was much more enjoyable having the log: one, i knew i couldnt drown; two, it was a lot more fun swimming together as a team than as four individuals; three, we were just kind of a goofy spectacle.. a fisherman in a boat rowed by us at one point and we must have looked like some pretty crazy gringos..<br /><br />anyways, it was a lot of fun, a little scary, and a total adventure.. thank you for all of you who make it a priority to pray for my health and safety down here! ill try not to directly require it so much..trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-3969181378980206862008-11-30T23:18:00.003-06:002009-02-04T11:47:39.485-06:00coatepeque hospitalitywe went to lake coatepeque today with the whole team! it is one of my favorite places in el salvador, its just so gorgeous.. i think ive already mentioned it back when we went to the weekend camp with evangélica; if you dont remember that far back, let me refresh your memory.. it used to be a volcano at some point long ago, but collapsed and cooled off after an eruption, and the top filled with water.. its a lot like crater lake in oregon, if you have ever been there.. anyways, its one of the most beautiful spots that weve been to yet..<br /><br />so we had lunch at a little restaurant overlooking the lake, and then we decided, hey lets go on an adventure! thats what were all about here.. the only way to actually get down to the lake shore is through private property, so we hopped a fence and ran as fast as we could.. no, not really.. we were just driving (along a very rough dirt road) trying to find a place where we could get down to the lake, and we saw a man at his gate, doing a little gardening.. we rolled down the window and, half genuinely wanting to know and half counting on good old salvadorean hospitality, asked him if he knew anywhere that we could get down to the lake shore.. so he totally invited us to come down! we were so thankful, we got to hang out on his tiny little boat dock, sharing with him about our work on the universities and enjoying each other with the girls dipping their feet in the water..<br /><br />aside from just being really fun and such a blessing, it really just showed me yet another glimpse into the heart of this culture.. everyone we meet, regardless of what they have to give, are so willing to give it, and do it so humbly.. many americans with a lake house or a beach house would be tempted to invite people,more out of a desire for their guests to be impressed, than a desire for their guests to be served and loved.. this is not true of everyone, of course.. but i think there is a very noticeable difference in what our cultures value.. it was just great to see a man so willing to serve a group of gringos he had never even met before..<br /><br />oh, and he also invited us to call him if we ever wanted to come to his beach house.. thats hospitality right there!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-75685260162310277672008-11-16T18:25:00.002-06:002008-11-16T20:41:00.028-06:00a crazy week.. some big developments!another week has passed, and i have not updated my blog.. i assure you there is good reason! this last week has been the most intense, probably since i have been here.. i have been in constant meetings with my co-leader kristen (potter), planning and talking and praying and working really hard.. like i said in last weeks post, there are some significant changes that have taken place in this past week, some really exciting things! i have to wait for a while to let you know about one, because we have been asked to not mention it yet.. but there is one that i do want to tell you about!<br /><br />this past week, potter and i prayed through and settled on sixteen unique roles that each person on the team (other than the two of us, as general team leaders) would get to take ownership in, and lead the team in! this is a really exciting move for a couple reasons:<br /><br />1. each person on our team has very unique spiritual gifts, that in some ways have yet to be utilized.. by giving everyone a role, we will all be able to use our spiritual gifts much more profoundly for the ministry here<br /><br />2. there has been a general feeling of a lack of accomplishment among the team.. it often feels like we are just spinning our wheels here.. but now that everyone has roles, people will be able to see some very tangible things happen!<br /><br />3. everyone plays a very significant part in accomplishing our mission for this year.. without everyone working together, we could miss some very important steps..<br /><br />4. some of these roles involve things that have not been happening, that we have really wanted to see being done.. now we will see progress in areas we havent yet!<br /><br />there are many more reasons why these roles are so important, but i hope that gave you an idea.. i thought it might be cool to share with you what these roles are, and what they entail.. ill just type out half of them, to give you an idea:<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Prayer/Encouragement Leader (Bean)</span><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span>Focus our team on and lay a foundation of prayer; lead our team in making each individual valued; do both creatively and intentionally<br /><br />By laying a foundation of prayer and encouragement, our team will be energized by seeking the Lord and building each other up relationally and in ministry<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /><br />Team Activities Leader (Joe)<br /></span>Coordinate bi-weekly team fun times on Fridays; you would have a rotating monthly partner to assist in planning these times<br /><br />By planning team activities, our team will value good rest, and be bound more closely together, thus growing our unity in ministry<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Foundation Layer (Lauren)</span><br />Through information, strategy, tips, etc., paint a very broad and accurate picture of what life is like here in El Salvador for the future teams pursue interested students from the PSW region; compile a book by the end of the year of all gathered information<br /><br />By laying a foundation for the next team, we ensure forward momentum for many years to come, demonstrate love for the future teams in easing their transition, and decode the culture for our own ministry in the process<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Outside Communication Leader</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">(Marijke)</span><br />Encourage people to keep their supporters updated; encourage and coordinate team-wide correspondence with ‘the outside;’ report ministry statistics to PSW each month<br /><br />By communicating well with supporters and our region, we allow them to pray for the current state of our ministry, cast vision for why we are here, and work toward the broader mission of Campus Crusade<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Outreach Leader</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">(Jeff)</span><br />Lead our team in evangelizing Matías broadly and creatively; this includes daily evangelism tools, as well as envisioning and coordinating campus-wide outreach events<br /><br />By leading our team in evangelizing well, we accomplish our mission of letting every student hear the Gospel, and give more opportunity to meet potential leaders for the movement<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Men’s/Women’s Bible Study Leader (</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">Brandon, Brenna</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">)</span><br />Set direction for the men’s and women’s on-campus Bible studies; this doesn’t mean you will lead the study, but will lead the team in purpose, vision, and content<br /><br />By coordinating these Bible studies, we will seek to gather interested students and grow them in their knowledge and love of the Lord, along with building community and relationships with them<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Student Events Leader</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">(Jenna)</span><br />Lead the team in gathering students for community events; this may evolve into developing a weekly meeting<br /><br />By gathering students for community events, our team will continue to build relationships with students, along with connecting them to each other; having this type of community is a foundational step in building a movement that is not dependent on STINTers<br /><br /><br />so yeah, i hope that gives you a taste of what the roles are all about.. each person got to let potter and i know thier top two choices out of each group of eight, and one that they might not want to do at all.. it was so sweet seeing how peoples giftings were so orchestrated by the Lord that everyone got at least one role that was one of their top two preferences!<br /><br />we had a really fun time announcing these roles to the team.. potter and i declared this past friday 'Roles Day,' and made it just a huge celebration for this sweet new phase of ministry.. we put 'rolls' of lifesavers into balloons and had each person pop one to determine the order.. the house was decorated with toilet paper rolls and we played a rap song that says 'roll out' every time the next person came up to find out their roles.. and then had cinnamon rolls for everyone after! kinda cheesy i know, but it was fun..<br /><br />anyways.. this, along with the other ministry change, made for a very long and tiring week.. sorry i havent kept this blog totally updated!<br /><br />love you all, please continue praying for our team!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-24828811331369971412008-11-12T00:41:00.001-06:002009-02-04T13:24:41.652-06:00of one accordwe got a second car!<br /><br />after nearly two months of scouring the country for a reliable car, we finally found one! our team is now the proud owner of a 99 silver honda accord.. brandon and i went with layo to look at the car for the first time, then took it to our mechanic, mingo, who said everything checked out.. we got it at a great price, and are so excited to finally have two cars! we can now do things as a whole team, without needing to call a taxi.. it is honestly such a blessing..<br /><br />it was also really fun to bring the car home; brandon and i planned it as a total surprise for our team! we paid for it, picked it up in the morning, got all the insurance and registration stuff taken care of that we needed to, and then showed up at the girls house with music blaring, honking the horn like crazy people.. everyone rushed out to see what the noise was.. and were immediately introduced to the newest member of our team! it was a lot of fun..<br /><br />anyways, thank you all for your support! it enables us very practically to function as a team.. it enables us to take care of everyday needs, but also to get to campus more economically and with much for freedom: having ten people and five seats was pretty limiting, as you can imagine..<br /><br />were so excited! thanks so much for your support!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-28734822812409726422008-11-07T15:56:00.002-06:002008-11-16T16:28:34.874-06:00coaching visitdan and deb goodson came down this past week! they are our distance coaches from the states.. they used to be on staff in slo but now they are the campus directors for campus crusade at berkeley.. it was so good to see them! they were down here to check in on how were doing, personally and in ministry, to encourage us with what is going well and challenge us with things that need some work.. we had a lot to learn from them, and they were faithful to share their wisdom with us.. i feel so much more geared up for the rest of the year now.. very soon i will be letting you all know about some pretty significant changes in ministry down here.. cant wait!<br /><br />so yeah, sorry i didnt write much last week! it was pretty crazy with them here.. ill try and get you all caught up with life here in the next couple weeks!trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4194549902246930634.post-35169802389951204912008-11-02T16:55:00.000-06:002008-11-16T18:15:17.930-06:00¡día de los muertos!día de los muertos (the day of the dead) is a celebration that happens the day after halloween in many latin cultures.. it originated in mexico, but many cultures have adapted it in some way and celebrate it differently.. the original holiday was focused on family gatherings to honor those who had died through prayers, grave visits, and altars built using artificial skulls and filled with the departed's favorite foods..<br /><br />el salvador does it a bit differently.. honestly, i think the only thing in common is the name haha.. we went to this little town up in the hills called tonacatepeque, the hometown of our national directors wife luchy.. we ate dinner at her sisters little restaurant as we waited for the festivities to begin.. we really had no idea what to expect; all we had heard is that its typically a little creepy..<br /><br />well here are a couple pictures, you can judge for yourself.. a lot of folklore and history are the foundations for most of what you see in these pictures.. for example, there are stories handed down through generations of a headless priest who roams the streets after midnight, stealing the souls of children who are out too late.. there are also monsters and demons who are said to do the same thing.. im not sure where the wagon comes in to the picture, but i think its something equally creepy..<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSCyGjdIMWI/AAAAAAAAAHM/e59z48xVH5Q/s1600-h/DSCN1329.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 225px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSCyGjdIMWI/AAAAAAAAAHM/e59z48xVH5Q/s400/DSCN1329.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5269407389689852258" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSC1wurNQ3I/AAAAAAAAAHU/nMr_3TPD9es/s1600-h/DSCN1331.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSC1wurNQ3I/AAAAAAAAAHU/nMr_3TPD9es/s400/DSCN1331.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5269411412791083890" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSC2wJtjMRI/AAAAAAAAAHc/Ll6ZJVKjGvo/s1600-h/DSCN1332.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSC2wJtjMRI/AAAAAAAAAHc/Ll6ZJVKjGvo/s400/DSCN1332.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5269412502380425490" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSC3EYM-fwI/AAAAAAAAAHk/beYlLISE5uo/s1600-h/DSCN1334.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSC3EYM-fwI/AAAAAAAAAHk/beYlLISE5uo/s400/DSCN1334.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5269412849867718402" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSC3YVfU8II/AAAAAAAAAHs/CRdAHwpTWyM/s1600-h/DSCN1338.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_CD9HWCX2YkY/SSC3YVfU8II/AAAAAAAAAHs/CRdAHwpTWyM/s400/DSCN1338.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5269413192736764034" border="0" /></a><br />this whole experience was a lot of fun! there were tons and tons of people crowded on the streets watching the parade, there was a costume contest, and an annual tradition of gathering in the town square for pumpkin chutney (very interesting flavor..)trevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14197419947658170268noreply@blogger.com0